There are times that I have these surreal thoughts about the things that are happening to me. It’s like I picture myself on a movie; a real melodramatic or tragic movie wherein the heroine is the one that’s always being stepped at or being defeated. I’m not trying to sound “emo” , I’m just bored that’s why I’m just letting my mind wander.
We had our retreat last Monday and I’m really thankful that we did. It has given me a chance to meditate, to de-stress myself. And if we didn’t have our retreat, I should’ve killed someone right now.
I don’t really want to get mad, but oh my, she’s just pushing me to my boiling point. She’s really testing my patience. Well, reality check, I have the smallest amount of patience there is, and when I get mad, I REALLY get mad.
Why does she have to lie in my face? When she knows that I know the true story. I don’t have the concrete proof but I have witnesses on what happened. Does she think that I’m stupid? I’m not. Well, I don’t think I am stupid.
Anyway, for you-know-who, I know everything. I know about the whole “bet” that you’re playing up with your friends. But I admit; I was panic-stricken when I heard about this because I never thought anyone could do such a thing. That’s just plain cruel. And doing something like that will not make you better. It only makes you worse. Why’d you have to do that in the first place? Well, sadly, you lost your bet. But I’m sure one of us did fall in love with you, and it’s not me. But don’t worry, I’m not mad at you.
Well, lesson learned. Never trust ANYONE. Don’t get fooled with their sweet talks, or better yet, their proposals that they’ll change. They never will. And that’s what my mum emphasizes to us ever since, ever. No one changes. Well, they will, but they will never change their bad habits. Especially when they themselves tell you that they will. It doesn’t go for everyone, but it goes for most of us. Actions speak louder than words. It always does.
So there, right now, our family’s mourning over a loss of a loved one. Our baby, Bramley, died. He was born last June 9, 2007 and died today, August 17, 2007. He’d cut off his leash a while ago and my mum accidentally hit him while the car’s going out of the gate. By the way, Bramley’s our puppy. Please pray for him. This is the second time we’ve lost our beloved pet. His mother, Mango, also died recently. She died last July 30, 2007.
Friends are the people you can always trust. But I read from one of the poems that, “Friends are just enemies on coffee break”. Well, I don’t agree to the both of it. TRUE friends are the people you can always trust, the people who’ll be there when you need them the most.
Right now, I’m experiencing the pain of betrayal. I never knew that a person could be as mean as that. Let me rephrase that, I never knew that people could be cheaper than they currently are.
I couldn’t put into words whatever I’m feeling right now. Bitches truly are the people you can’t count on, the people that’ll screw you over a GUY just for the sake of being better than you. But the truth is, it only makes them worse.
Don’t trust anyone. No one changes in this world. Don’t believe them when they say they’ll change. They never will. Bitches are born to be BITCHES. No one could ever alter that.
Fool me once: shame on me; fool me twice: shame on you. I’ve decided that I’ll let this pass. Neither of them is worth it. But I’m okay now with…
Anyway, my message for her, when are you going to be happy? When you victimize the whole school and prove to them that you’re truly a pest? Actually, you’re far worse than a pest. You’re nothing.
I know I sound so mean right now, but after all I did for her. I was just trying to be nice to her. I was practically saving her reputation but all she does is to ruin it.
She said that we shouldn’t judge her based on what she did before. So how are we going to judge her, based on what she is doing now? There’s no difference. In fact why would I judge her? I’m assured that she’s not worth judging.
I’m really sorry but it’s not really me talking right now. It’s my anger that is. I know you’re thinking that I’m mean. I’m not. Like I’ve said, I’m just hurt.
As much as I want some more chit-chats, I can’t ‘cause I’ve got an ass to kick. ♥♥♥
Love, love, love, love, love makes the world go round. I remember, the powerpuff girls! Oh well, enough about them. Anyway, about this line, is it true?
Lately, I’ve been through a lot of thinking. Since there is a lot of time to make my mind wander. Oh well, I’m so distracted right now. I can’t think straight. It’s like I’m on drugs or something. Well, even singing became quite a chore since I’m having a hard time concentrating on the song.
Wonder why I’m seriously deranged right now? Well, I wouldn’t spill out the beans here. I’d probably tell it next time. It’s kind of complicated.
Is this what you call infatuation? Or is this what you call love? How would you know the difference between the two?
Harry Potter and the Order of the
My teacher in Filipino’s looking for someone who’ll represent the class, who will eventually represent the batch for the Linggo ng Wika. Well, all she has to do is to do a monologue and my classmates are kind of referring me to audition. I mean, I love to do monologues, but in tagalog? I’m not sure if I can do it. Oh well, I’m still thinking about it, no worries.
As much as I want to have some more chit-chats, I can’t because I’ve got a life to live.
¡Adios! ♥
