Yesterday and the day before that was one of the best days in my life. Not because that it became a breeze, but because it was the opposite. It was really challenging considering the fact that I’ve scratched my toe, broken-up with someone, and saw a really hot guy at the park (well, the last one was a treat).

I will not elaborate about the whole break up but it was really, really difficult on my part. It’s like I became distant from him for almost a week just so that I could prepare myself for it. I was hurt. I can’t just let myself be the one who gets hurt all the time. I have to save myself.

Anyway, I saw this guy who at first looked like my ex (yeah right, pao as if!). Well, when I saw him up close, he didn’t look like him exactly. So there, he was really hot. And I must say, I’m such a bitch for moving on that fast, but the heart wants what it wants, right? So there, it was really weird because I think he noticed that we kept on looking at him that’s why he looks back. I don’t know. If I were him and I notice guys looking at me, I would be conscious and I will not look at them (except if they were major hotties). But he might be different. We’ll never know. I’ll never know if I will not introduce myself to him. God. It’s really difficult to not obsess over him because I kind of obsess over him.

Well, I’ll just wait for whatever that will happen but I do wish myself the best of luck. He was too hot to be ignored. Not exactly, but still… All I really want to know is his name. Is it too much to ask? Well, karma is totally a bitch and I have to deal with it. No, actually, we all have to deal with it.


I’m counting on the days that I’ll meet him again.

  Me llamo bea capili. But you could just call me BEI. Anyway, here are my some of the facts about me...
NAME: Bea Capili
AGE: 14 years. :|
HOBBIES: surfing the net, BLOGGING, chatting, reading, sleeping, eating, watching TV... yadda-yadda-yadda... the usual :)
SPORT: badminton. I'm struggling at it, though.
INTERESTS: performing, acting, singing, my dogs and lobsters, PS2 games like: Dino Crisis, Metal Gear, Resident Evil, Dance Revo (Every girl has a boyish side too, you know.), Chick-lits, Harry Potter Series, Books by Mitch Albom, my cell phone, flip-flops, bags, music,ONE TREE HILL, America's Next Top Model, and a whole LOT more...
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      "At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in this world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good... struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 million souls -- And sometimes, all you need is ONE"

     -Peyton Sawyer "One Tree Hill"

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