Do you believe in karma? Before I actually didn’t believe in it… till now…

Today, I’ve promised myself that I’ll be in my normal, cheery self. But my oh, my, how can I be in my cheery self if my conscience keeps on bugging me that the thing I’ve done wrong is backfiring against me… big-time! And the thought of it just wants to make me cry those insanely bad crocodile tears. But luckily I didn’t. And I really thank God for giving me the talent of acting.

So anyway, I always tell myself to be in my very best behavior wherever I go (except when I act on stage, I always tell myself to be in my “character’s” best behavior). But I’ve just realized that I’ve never actually been in my best behavior when I’m out because I think that I’m always acting so bratty. And now, a lot of people hate me because of that. Even the person who I thought would be the last person in the world who would be mad at me is also angry at me (even though he completely denies it…)

In short, everyone hates me now because of my own selfish behavior. Even our dog hates me. But I don’t blame anyone. I never did… If there’s one person who I blame for all my shortcomings, it would be me because there’s really such a thing as… karma.

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  Me llamo bea capili. But you could just call me BEI. Anyway, here are my some of the facts about me...
NAME: Bea Capili
AGE: 14 years. :|
HOBBIES: surfing the net, BLOGGING, chatting, reading, sleeping, eating, watching TV... yadda-yadda-yadda... the usual :)
SPORT: badminton. I'm struggling at it, though.
INTERESTS: performing, acting, singing, my dogs and lobsters, PS2 games like: Dino Crisis, Metal Gear, Resident Evil, Dance Revo (Every girl has a boyish side too, you know.), Chick-lits, Harry Potter Series, Books by Mitch Albom, my cell phone, flip-flops, bags, music,ONE TREE HILL, America's Next Top Model, and a whole LOT more...
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      "At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in this world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good... struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 million souls -- And sometimes, all you need is ONE"

     -Peyton Sawyer "One Tree Hill"

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